Twas the night of 23rd of December, Christmas Night was celebrated at IMU JBLT. This was my first time participating in any Christmas Night production. I was in the choir.
Now, before you roll of the the chair (or bed ...depending where you are reading this), I know I can't sing (my super power is to cause rain if I try to reach any note :P ). But, I thought S'ban was having some hot weather, so, I said yes (temporary sanity lost).
It began with weekly classes by our male group teacher, LW. At this juncture, I would like to take this opportunity to say a great big thank you to LW. Goodness knows what we would have sounded like if it were not for her coaching (hehe the only downside is that I'm rather excited to know a song that I can hit 75% of the notes right so, the song is stuck in my head even till now).
The night started with the usual M'sian timing and with a speech from our VIP Dato K. The night had many performances such as by J and his guitar, Dr S and E, the orchestra accompanying them, the choir, the play, the message and final song. It was in a word: AWESOME. It touch me in many ways and yet, open many more queries and doubts. But I suppose that is the sign of continuous growth.
We had special guess appearance by LJ, Sr & Sw. My only regret is that I don't have a camera, so, I missed many photos. Ah well, there is always two sides of a coin right? I always want to own want but I can never take care of it so, better not to hold it and just smile into other people's camera :P.
Special thanks goes to E, who convinced me to participate and made the night a success. Thank you for being God's messenger to me :D Great appreciation to the organizing team, it was a spectacular night.
Sorry no pictures. Firstly, I had no camera and secondly, the Internet here is super slow. I have waited half hour to upload but to no success. Anyway, kudos to all who were there that night!
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Balancing act
Since our days in primary school, we have always been encouraged to participate in co-curriculum activities. This of course actually means any educational activity not taken in a class room. Currently, it is defined as any activity taken outside my current course study guide.
Perhaps one day it will balance out but I feel that such an opinion is but a fairy tale. After all, life is never so simple. Maybe anyone out there has some advice for me?
My stand was to always stick to curriculum. After all, the grade in the classroom are what will take you to the next stage. This fact is indisputable. Moreover, I am the kind of person that enjoys sitting in a classroom with well defined guide to the next step. All that is required is to keep following instructions.
However, I, now, realize the down fall of such a comfortable life. Namely, social ties. Yes, everyone in the same class can talk about the lesson learnt on that day but truthfully, nobody wants to be constantly reminded of the feeling of unworthiness in class. So, we socialize about our activities outside of class. This became my pitfall in socializing skills (only realized it in secondary school days!)
So, I decided the old me has to go out the window! I learnt to participate in more co-curriculum activity. I did not feel more popular but rather I felt more at ease when talking to other people. However, coincidentally or otherwise, my grades began to fall. I found it difficult to maintain a high level of education or so said, curriculum.
Hence, this brings me to where I had began in this post. One life is with academic excellence but to be viewed as a solitary person. Unsociable. On the other hand, to be able to laugh with one's friends but to allow grades to slip. Can both this lives be balanced? Sigh.
Perhaps one day it will balance out but I feel that such an opinion is but a fairy tale. After all, life is never so simple. Maybe anyone out there has some advice for me?
PS: If you find this post a little contradictory and going in endless circles, it's okay :P That is how I felt. I am very sure no real answer lies out there but rather this is just to vent frustration at the lack of control of my life. Life was just meant to be a balancing act.
Friday, November 21, 2008
Happy Birthday Mummy!
This year, my mummy turns ... (hehe a secret?). Anyway, mummy's birthday was on a Monday, so, I had my first experience of celebrating a birthday across a computer screen. Thank goodness for video conferencing!
Daddy bought a cake and we sang mum a birthday song! Then came presents! Luckily I already planted the gift that I was sharing with my sister with her. So, mum still got her gift despite the fact that we are in different states :P I got her a teddy bear with chocolates. So, when she misses me ... she can hug the bear! (pending of course the fact that the bear was so tiny that she could squeeze the whole bear with one hand ... :P) Daddy was getting her a long awaited sewing machine. Hmm, I wonder if all mum's gifts are to benefit the family more than herself ... :D Ad's gift for her was dinner!!
That is the cake and me with my mummy :D
My teddy for mummy :D
Hehe a closer view taken by my sister :DSo, we went to "Izzi"? I hope I got the right spelling :P It was okay but mum's cooking is still better :D Haha but I suppose her cooking for the family for her own birthday just does not sound right :D
Mummy seems to enjoy the fact that her son bought her dinner more than the dinner :DAu and I gave her another gift to celebrate the occasion :P It was another teddy bear :D So, when mum misses Au when she goes to study, she has another bear bear to hug :D (haha also pending the size of the bear ...)
Mum sneak a cookie to eat and I caught in on camera :D Love you mum! Hope you liked the gift!
Hehe I'll take this picture as proof that you liked the gift :DWell, thank you mummy for being my mummy :D Many Happy Returns of the Day! 
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Good Samaritan
This post is dedicated to the people who do stuff for other people selflessly.
It all started on the day that V and I were going to go look for a certain adress. I had tried very hard to find the exact route via online maps and asking directions. So, with a certain amount of confidence, we started out.
First road block was the massive construction of the road! The road no longer resemble anything on the map!!! Sigh. In the end, we stopped at this petrol station to ask for directions. The counter lady said she knew the way.
"You keluar dari sini, traffic light pertama you belok kiri. Jalan terus, ada traffic light lagi you ambil kiri. Dari sana boleh nampak *a landmark which I can't remember*. Ada macam kena naik punya." There were also left hand animated signals :P
"Okok. Kiri dan kiri, yah? Terima kasih."
"Ya ya, kiri dan kiri."
So, we left the station to meet the first traffic light BUT there was no left turning!!! Calmly V pointed out another traffic light about 500metre ahead that had a left turning. SO, we took it, went through a village housing area and reached another traffic light almost 15 minutes later. At the traffic light, NO CARS were turning left and the left turning went into a semi desolated area.
"Never mind ... maybe short cut ..."
After turning in we got the fright of our life!! So empty the road!! We quickly asked for new directions. A little more careful we travelled again ... the first thing we both saw was ...
*** the same petrol station ***
Maybe she wanted us to use up petrol so we need to pump ... :P
Anyway, armed with the new directions, we took the first right turning after the station and turn right again ... sigh ...
BUT we still got lost (an eventual event if I am behind the wheel :P). So, V and I decide to stop one more time to ask for directions. V wanted to ask this man sitting at a restaurant's empty table. I felt it was better to ask the restaurant's owner. In view of my excellant judgment (which got us lost in the first place :P), we asked the owner ... in return, we got a lost look ... sigh
Then, we decided to follow V's suggestion. The man's face registered a look of amazed shocked. My heart shattered! My first thought was that we have gone off direction again. The man smiled.
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The following conversation was in mandarin but as I myself can't understand, this is the translated version ...
"I stay near there"
"Oh, then, can you tell us how to go there?"
"Er, ok. You ... (gave directions)"
"Oh, ok ... (blur face) ... okay I think ..."
The man's packed food came.
"I show you the way lah! My food also came already. I am also going that way."
"Oh! (brighten face) Can, ah? Thank you!"
So, to keep the story sweet and short, we followed him (incidentally, he drives a very expensive car, so, the myth of the rich being selfish is not universal :P). He guided us all the way and we wave a sign of thank you and relieve :P
In summary, *ahem ahem*, it was good to have someone guide us (referring to the last part of story, the first part was to entertain you and to never let me lead you to a new place :P). I was particularly touched by his selflessness and sincerity to help us. So, this post is dedicated to all the people who placed others ahead of themselves. Thank you and may God bless.
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It all started on the day that V and I were going to go look for a certain adress. I had tried very hard to find the exact route via online maps and asking directions. So, with a certain amount of confidence, we started out.
First road block was the massive construction of the road! The road no longer resemble anything on the map!!! Sigh. In the end, we stopped at this petrol station to ask for directions. The counter lady said she knew the way.
"You keluar dari sini, traffic light pertama you belok kiri. Jalan terus, ada traffic light lagi you ambil kiri. Dari sana boleh nampak *a landmark which I can't remember*. Ada macam kena naik punya." There were also left hand animated signals :P
"Okok. Kiri dan kiri, yah? Terima kasih."
"Ya ya, kiri dan kiri."
So, we left the station to meet the first traffic light BUT there was no left turning!!! Calmly V pointed out another traffic light about 500metre ahead that had a left turning. SO, we took it, went through a village housing area and reached another traffic light almost 15 minutes later. At the traffic light, NO CARS were turning left and the left turning went into a semi desolated area.
"Never mind ... maybe short cut ..."
After turning in we got the fright of our life!! So empty the road!! We quickly asked for new directions. A little more careful we travelled again ... the first thing we both saw was ...
*** the same petrol station ***
Maybe she wanted us to use up petrol so we need to pump ... :P
Anyway, armed with the new directions, we took the first right turning after the station and turn right again ... sigh ...
BUT we still got lost (an eventual event if I am behind the wheel :P). So, V and I decide to stop one more time to ask for directions. V wanted to ask this man sitting at a restaurant's empty table. I felt it was better to ask the restaurant's owner. In view of my excellant judgment (which got us lost in the first place :P), we asked the owner ... in return, we got a lost look ... sigh
Then, we decided to follow V's suggestion. The man's face registered a look of amazed shocked. My heart shattered! My first thought was that we have gone off direction again. The man smiled.
http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://mediaknows.com/heartbreak.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.mediaknows.com/2007/01/08/top-10-heartbreak-songs/&h=358&w=500&sz=16&hl=en&start=8&sig2=pzOTOm2PmaI4THZ1pcBsfw&um=1&usg=__5JyuPP9-6rvnaSjA1UrlmU0d2hY=&tbnid=nDDpAyC6glnW0M:&tbnh=93&tbnw=130&ei=yi8OSZf5OIngswKOvr3SBg&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dheart%2Bbreak%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den%26rls%3Dcom.microsoft:en-us:IE-Address%26rlz%3D1I7SKPB
The following conversation was in mandarin but as I myself can't understand, this is the translated version ...
"I stay near there"
"Oh, then, can you tell us how to go there?"
"Er, ok. You ... (gave directions)"
"Oh, ok ... (blur face) ... okay I think ..."
The man's packed food came.
"I show you the way lah! My food also came already. I am also going that way."
"Oh! (brighten face) Can, ah? Thank you!"
So, to keep the story sweet and short, we followed him (incidentally, he drives a very expensive car, so, the myth of the rich being selfish is not universal :P). He guided us all the way and we wave a sign of thank you and relieve :P
In summary, *ahem ahem*, it was good to have someone guide us (referring to the last part of story, the first part was to entertain you and to never let me lead you to a new place :P). I was particularly touched by his selflessness and sincerity to help us. So, this post is dedicated to all the people who placed others ahead of themselves. Thank you and may God bless.
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Friday, October 17, 2008
Happy Birthday Bro!
This is so overdue that if it was a food, anyone reading it will definitely get diarrhoea. :P But, I went through a lot of trouble to get the pictures, so, I am not going to waste my effort ... here goes ...
The crazy breakfast :D
The toast! Hmm, it's a pity I can't remember what we toast for ... :P
Actually, this was taken at the lobby of the hotel but I couldn't resist to put it in :D
1. Always get candles ...
2. Always get knife .... 
He peek! No fair! must guess what is inside first!!
The three siblings :D
On the 2nd of October, my family and I celebrated my big brother's 24th Birthday! We celebrated his birthday by cooking breakfast! He did not sleep the whole night before so, getting him to be awake for breakfast was a piece of cake :P The so called salad was K's recipe but i butchered it! Hehe I have to go for more yogurt classes. Sausages were done by Au. Eggs by Dad and drinks by mum ... or something like that, we kept overlapping jobs :P
The crazy breakfast :DThe next item on our agenda was dinner at Imperial!! Hehe yummy food! Auntie and uncle from nearby came along with cousin and unofficial cousin (my cousin's housemate but she is as good as a cousin anyway :P). We made a toast! (Hehe but birthday boy no drink wine for toast ... he drank mock-tail). Enjoy some random shots of the dinner!
The toast! Hmm, it's a pity I can't remember what we toast for ... :P
Birthday boy!!
Hehe like conference meeting :P
Me and my aunt
The chocolate lovers ...
Actually, this was taken at the lobby of the hotel but I couldn't resist to put it in :DNext, the cake!!
In a cake ceremony for birthdays, there are some rules to follow ...
1. Always get candles ...2. Always get knife ....Ad had to use a lot of imagination that day :P
Finally, the most important part ... pressies !!! Mum and I got him a new formal shirt (I was getting very tired of ironing his shirts which remain the same few every days of the week during my hols :D). Au got him a car sticker (if my memory serves me right it said ... "Cheeky monkey on board". Dad and Mum got him another Manchester United car sticker and a book. Cousins gave him a scent. Aunt and uncle gave him ang pow :D
He peek! No fair! must guess what is inside first!! The three siblings :DAll in all, I hope he enjoyed it :D To my beloved brother ... Happy 24th Birthday and may all your hope come true :P
Thursday, October 2, 2008
In Seremban...
This post is a few weeks over due ... but ... ah well, maybe I can tell a better picture after 3 weeks of IMU-CS :D
Firstly, the personal transition from home to out on my own. My family has been ever so supportive. My big bro left for UK before, so, I was bombarded with all the advice possible on Earth :P All preparation for feeling home sick was addressed a few weeks even before I left home. Hehe. I never had the time or chance to be unprepared! Thanks!
As for study wise ... I had a true culture shock. The hours and stuff expected of us kinda hit me hard. The expected knowledge that is to be at fingertips. The self planning of limitless knowledge. The preparation that has to be made before every class. Sigh. I felt like a little box going round and round the whirlpool!!!
Honestly, I think my first reaction was to pack my stuff and run!! I mean it was overwhelming and I just couldn't see where the road was heading!! I wasted a lot of opportunity that was given to me. I was too busy being miserable and wondering how I was going to survive. After having a lot of good advice (acknowledgement to Mum, Kj, JL, Dr IC, Dr N <>)
I have decided to take on IMU-CS with a new resolution. I need to put on more make up. (To dare and make mistake, to dare for people to laugh at me). I need more courage. (my apologize to all the people who had to suffer from my cowardice) (I need to more faith in myself that I can actually pass clinical school). My hope is that both this resolution will carry me through this 2 and half years. Maybe there will be times of falter but perhaps maybe the road has just been paved. Que sera sera ...
Friday, September 19, 2008
Repentance
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This post is a confession of a wrongful doing which hopefully will lead to repentance. It all began one dark night on Friday. I was suppose to travel to PD to look for a particular location. Having been to PD (for recreational purposes) I believed I would be able to find the place with no hiccups at all. (Boy! If only I knew how the night would eventually turned out ...) So, I kidnapped (bribed with prospect of food actually) my housemates. They were under the impression (a very false one) that I would be bringing them some where in PD to eat a nice dinner.
The journey begun with a warning from my family back home to not go look for the place at night. (With my past record of getting lost, it was a very very sound advice :P ) But, on that particular night, my cup was filled to the brim. So, despite the good advice, I bundle all my innocent housemates into my car and off we went. The first turn of to PD was also to Lukut. I believed (to my own risk) that the sign board never lies. I took the turn off and enter a small road (look like kampung style but actually not lah! It was 3 lanes for both direction. The extra third lane was for the side that had a turning). Cold sweat poor out! I cannot see the town, the hospital or any resort!!! Panic attack!!!
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About 45 minutes later ( I believe actually not so long but i scared already so, I drive even slower) we reached the area of the resorts. Then, we decided that enough was enough. We turned in to a petrol station and asked directions. I think the gas attendant must have thought we were crazy cause he just told us to just keep driving straight. I thought he must have heard us wrong. Anyway, we kept on driving and finally found the hospital!!! After one and a half hours!! (Actual time needed is only 30 minutes if you follow the correct directions :P)
Whew! Sigh of relief and onward back to Seremban. But! My ego had not yet finish deflating ... I still wanted to find that nice restaurant I bribed my housemates with ... a few turning later ... by some miracle we found it!! I felt quite accomplished (for a few seconds :P ). Dinner was a hot pot dish. The waiter kept saying it is spicy. DL and I cannot take spicy food. So, we ordered extra dishes too. But when the hot pot came, NOT spicy!!! So, in the end had extra dishes causing each person to pay RM20 each!! (most expensive meal we have had since setting foot in Seremban and most amount of money we spent in the whole week!!)
Fine, just as you thought things could not get any worse, we turned back to go to Seremban. The highway was poorly lighted!! My excellent eye sight with such high astigmatism made me feel as if I was driving blindly. I think my housemates finally broke out in cold sweat! (there is only so much one can tolerate :D ) After a slow drive, we arrived back home at Seremban.
DL left for home about an hour later than expected and K help drove my car home. Sigh. My apologies go out to all the people who I put at risk of developing heart problem & the people whose advice I did not take to heart.
The moral of the story (after all, all stories need to have purpose right? :') )is that never let ego get the better of you. I let it get inflated only to have it burst. This time it was different. God decided that after all those years using a pin for my ego, He wanted to drive the message home :D. He released the air slowly. Don't get me wrong, I'm not blaming Him. I just feel truly blessed (really I do!!) because through out my life, He always leads me on the right road. Every time I decide to do something naughty (yes, it happens a lot) He will chuckle and teach me a lesson. So, in conclusion, thank you Lord for the lesson well learnt. Next time my ego inflates, please Lord, slap me :P I deserve it after You have been so nice to me.
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