Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Decisions ...




Thinking cap ... 

Face with this menace everyday of our life. In every aspect, we put on our thinking caps in hope to unravel the mysteries of the world. We weigh the pro and cons of every decision. Toss the list behind our backs and follow our heart. But our 
heart may not always be correct. So then, how do we make a decision? No one ever hopes to make the wrong decisions. 
This week, I have been burdened with many difficult decisions. Some whose consequences probably will not register as a blip in my list of life events and others that have been giving me insomnia (initiating insomnia due to anxiety :D) 

Thus, my conclusion is ... there is no right decision. 

Tipped scale ... 



Pros and cons may tip the scale but .... our heart is the guide we need to be motivated and have deep burning desire for the decision 


... a decision may be full of boon but our heart just cannot accept it ... a decision may be full of undesirable endings but our heart is drawn to the challenge and gore - to test our limits ... 

The true decision to be made is 
Can we live with the decision made? 
What can be done to mold the decision?
What are the lessons to be learned from the decision? 

Taking the plunge...


Then, take the plunge ... never to look back ... never to regret ... the only thoughts that should consume the mind would be how to proceed and realize the decision ...

The roller coaster ride of decisions has not ended but I certainly hope to continue the battle till the last battle horn is sounded. 

Lord, grant me the wisdom to change what I can; and the courage to accept what I cannot

Sleepy teddy ... 


Hopefully tonight my sleep will be sound ...